Battling Depression
As a young girl growing up it was always a habit of mine to plan everything down to the smallest detail possible. As naive as it sounds that was me. I planned that when I became an adult I would have everything together and it would be just like I imagined. Well, let me just say that little Tamara was so wrong. It felt as if not long after becoming an "adult" life just began throwing everything at me and quite frankly I was not prepared. Writing is something that I hold dear to my heart and I find so much joy and peace of mind from it. When everything started happening all at once, I felt so overwhelmed and I didn't even recognize myself at times. Anyone who knows me can tell you that I'm a bubbly soul and that has always been me. When I was around people I seemed to have it all together or at least that's what I thought, but even my friends and family could've sensed the shift. Everything felt like a challenge and as time went it got worse on the inside. I w...